if i noe things would turn out this way i would stop it from happening...i feel so helpless...im sick of waking up in the morning wif lots and lots of thing run through my head...im tired of hiding my tears...i totally have no mood to do anything...all i wish to do now is sit and stare at the sky and cry non-stop...i donno wat to choice...one is regret another is trouble...i noe trouble might be the better choice ca it wont stay wif me the whole life...as it can be solve by time and sincerity...but regret no matter how and wat u do it will be there forever...nth can be do and change...i donno how to start the ball rolling...im scare...im willing to do anything for it...i cant bare to see it gone wif my own eye...i rather die...i noe i cant hang on like this for long...im going crazy soon...im going to be depress soon...i don wanna be depress...i noe i will do crazy stuff tat no one can imagine...i might even one day call myself...i really hope i can find a way out...i don wanna life wif a live like this forever...i really wish i can tell someone...someone tat been through wat im in now...maybe by toking to her i will feel better and noe wat to do...but who can i find??...
all i can do now is only wait for miracle...and courage to face it wif out think of anything...sometimes i have the courage...but awhile i gone...sometimes i wonder how the others have the courage to face it and protect or even settle it in peace...now i can only tok to it tell it how i feel...and hope tat it will gif me courage to face it...i don not wan to bring harm to it...but love and happiness...i can also only pray to god to gif me the courage and hope things can settle peacefully wifout any fight but words...but all i can do now is only sit and wait...waiting sux...moodless sux even more...haix...
About me!name: Shalyn
birthday: 2O.1O.92
age: 18
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Name: Valentino Chia Jun Yong❤
KKH Hospital
Birthday: 4 nOv 2O1O
EDD: 15 nOv 2o1o
been in my tummy for 38 weeks & 3 days
Natural Birth Without Epidural
2.840Kg, height 49cm, head circumference 32cm at birth
4.680Kg at 1 month & 14 days
5.480Kg at 2 month & 6 days
6.350Kg, height 64cm, head cricumference 41.2cm at 3month & 3 days
6.826Kg at 4 month & 6 days
How i found out i was pregnant♥
Baby Valentino birth story♥
Baby Valentino Growing up "diary"♥
for Valentino
[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] Healthy & strong boy
[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] Many toys & clothings
[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] lOved by everyone
for me
❤ 2nd Wedding photo wif outdoor scenary
❤ family photo
❤ 1 yr wedding anni
❤ tO be a good mummy & wife
❤ blissful family
❤ family outing
❤ everlasting marriage
❤ Baby girl
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~Friends~
Denise
Jocelyn
Mich
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Billie
Joey~Raynulph
Mabel~Jerbel
Priscilla~Jayden
Salina~Melody
Tan Geok~Rayvelle
Teresa~Jensabella
Vevian~Fernelle
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