ytd went for my class bbq...my fren ask me to go to her house at 3 o clock...i 2.50 still at home...by the time i get ready it already 3.40 liao...LOL...so i faster go down take bus...i got to walk to Hougang mall to take bus...and i got to carry 3 bottles of 1.5l..and thw weather was freaking hot lah...den half way on the bus my fren called me ask me where i am...den i tell her on the bus leh...blah blah blah...den i ask her everyone at there leh ar...den she say yar...when i reah there they was waiting for my fren...-___-...shit them loh...make me walk so fast wif the stupid bottle...den i went to cheers to buy milk tea...den we got to take mrt so i put my milk tes bottle and my fren de inside the plastic bag of 3 1.5l bottle...LOL...and i carry it from one place to another...if am not wrong..add all the time i carry the bottles together should have an hour...ca my fren went to the wrong place..-___-. so we have took cab down..total waste of $$...den a few guy fren went there to fatch us to the place...den i called a guy ren to help me take my bottles of drink he don wan..shit him loh...but in the end he help me take...hahax...and exchange his things wif me...and it only 2 bottle of chill and tomato sauce...-___-...after tat we BBQ and play..hahax...den at nite my fren open 2 bottle of red wine...i drinktillmy head giddy...but i am still clear and can walk straight...only abit high...LOL...den the last thing i did was tok to a guy fren of mine...LOL...he wasted the freaking bottle of red wine...the treated like donno beer or wat...shit him loh...-___-...den was toking so freaking sense to him...but in the end he kinda of listen to me..and i make him promise me things...LOL...den after tat home sweet home...

hhmm...i would like to have a class BBQ again...^^

today quarrel wif laOgOng...haix...i like one cat i scratch his both arm...one arm 4 lines...other 5 lines...or more den tat...den body also got...1..haix...i donno why i will do tat...i don understand why i cant jus stand there and jus tok to him...haix...have been testing on myself...i wanna noe how hard i scratch him...no matter how hard i try my hand still not like his...haix...all i can do now is wait for it to heal...and i promise not to be so wat leh...haix althought he forgive me...but i can nv forgive myself...for doing tat...

am sorry for all the hurt don care inter or outer...

i jus don understand why there are so many bitch around my life...after chasing some away new bitch will come...like now de...my bf told her to break wif her bf long ago...she wan den keep on tell my bf about her bf...i told my bf...since she don wanna listen den don tell her anything jus stop the tok wif her...he don wanna listen...ytd conform is the GOLDFISH bitch tok to my bf de...tell him say wat she vomited 3 times skip dinner den kana scold by her mohter...his problem ar...tat ur problem rite...den my freaking bf go and care about her...WTF...i gastric did he haven care...he did not even ak me not to go sch even i have been in pain for 2 full days...yet he call tat bitch to not go sch go see doct....FINE wanna play rite...don wanna care about me rite...can...i make sure i will make myself gastric pain for more den a week...don make me go mad...i swear u will regret...bitch...wanna flirt go flirt wif other ppl lah...best is u go flirt wif a fucker...since ur a bitch...ass hole...it best if u pop in to my blog and see this...^^

March 20

Yesterday teacher never come school so i 10.30am jiu dismiss liao...my sch should end at 1pm de...hahax...so since so early Perlin, Christina and i plan to go each other house den wait for the person to change den go KTV...so we went Perlin house first...her uncle was like so fuck lah...his face black like shit...den we went Christina house...was like choosing cloth to match her pants...den ate at her house...LOL...i told her i don self-service de...den her bf thought is ca he is there tats why i don dare to self-service...but is not...i don care at where i wont self-service unless it at my house OR wif laOgOng only...hahax...den next is my house...they wanted to take cab den i was like CRAP?!?!?...den Christina bf say take cab loh...i pay for the cab fare...i at first don wan de but in the end we took cab...but i and Perlin did try to pay our share of the fare but he don wan...so we take back the money loh...after tat change leh we went to the place...LOL...i donno how to spell...hahax...but go there they say friday nite cant use the ticket...so forget it we went walking around the mall...den we bought sushi...hahax...

tOday

laOgOng now is on his way to malaysia...i wanted to go de...but haix...hard to get an ans from my dad...den my mother now at hongkong...so laOgOng went wif out me...ca he scared next time he wanna go malaysia his aunt wont bring him go leh...so i asked him to buy food for me...hahax...he will be back at 1 or 2 am...so i will be waiting for him to cme back...^ ^...as for now...maybe i will be stay at home...but best is hope got ppl will pei me go out...LOL...

March 5...

she come sch first den she msg me tell me she at cafe 1 ask me go find her...LOL...like asking dog like tat...-___-...sua i nv say anything cant i don wanna waste my msg plus i got to go find her ca my other fren haven reach...at tat time was quareling wif my laOgOng...den she told me some thing at first she don wanna tell wo de...but i keep on say...say lah...ca she scared she say out i won't tok to tat person or wat...but i ay i don so easily kana brain wash de...den she like...orh...den she tell wo...when i heard wat she tell wo i was freaking shock and kinda of angry...!!!!...but later i not angry leh...LOL...come back to my quarrel wif laOgOng...i was so freaking angry till i called him...i was so damn angry till i don care who at cafe 1 i jus shout out all i wanna say...den one of my classmate say relax don so angry...don quarrel...LOL...but i jus don care...den after tat one of my fren ask me why moring so firce...den i nv tok for few sec den i say ca i veri firce loh...LOL...ca i don wanna say out wat frell happen...hahax..den i donno why i don have the mood to eat...nv eat anything today...only ate 2 drumstick...LOL...which i should not be eating...ca doctor say...NO OILY FOOD...NO FRIED FOOD...LOL

March 6...

i forget morning is i wait for them or wat...LOL...old liao...luck time nv et anything only drink yellow watermelon juice...LOL...wanted to eat the bread but donno why i see the bread i felt so er xing...LOL...i feel like eat rich all but got no time...plus i scared i cant eat finish it...den during sch one of my teacher dismiss us half an hour earlier for the next class...so we went to dong drinks to drink...LOL...i drink soursoup wich have acid inside..-___-...and doctor say NO ACID FOOD/DRINK...stupid lah...den ask my drinking my drink i ask her about wat she tell me ytd...ca i wanna noe how it happen...LOL...den she tell me loh...and i was orh-ing all the way...LOL...den went for class till 1...den went home bath...make up...den go east point leh...go see xiaozhu!!!...it was like CRAP so many ppl there lah...but i and laOgOng found it spot tat can video xiaozhu...LOL...he sang 2 songs only...-___-...he was so playful...LOL...at first he told the person beside him de video cam den video from 1st floor till the last floor...den he video himself den he put a twist sing beside his face...LOL...den he return tat person her video cam...den he took 2 person cam and took a pic of himself wif the twist...awww how i wish tat cam is mine...T___T...hhmmm i kinda of have a dream of being a singer/acter den famos till taiwan...LOL...so i can see all those taiwan singer/acter tat i like...hahax...donno if i can really make this dream of mine come true mah...hhhmmmmm??...i shall try it out one day...^^...at night was kinda of tired so i fall asleep and forget to eat my medi...-___-....and hmmm...am still having a little gastirc till today...but the pain is still can accept de...LOL

tOday...

got to study later on...actually i and laOgOng plan to go ikea de...but cant lah...i got test on i think mon...ca mon and tue got FTY test...den i donno paper de mon or tue...LOL...den thur got FTY class test unit 1 till 7...shit loh...den i donno if HFC got test mah...LOL...my brain wanna bomb liao...!!

haix so sian...got gastric pain...since yesterday...haven been in pain for the whole day since yesterday...LOL...went to sch today...my fren say i like dead person..LOL...and the medi taste like shit...one bottle 2 tablespoon 3 times a day....shit loh...it taste so FREAKING awful....!!!!the table is still okie..it small and got to be taken 1 table 2 times a day...hope i get will soon...LOL...ca it freaking making me so damn xing ku...T__T....

and tat bitch get to come back to sch to study...CRAP!!!....i mus not be too good to her...if not wait she bite my backside again...-____-....cant be tosoftheart to her...