if i noe things would turn out this way i would stop it from happening...i feel so helpless...im sick of waking up in the morning wif lots and lots of thing run through my head...im tired of hiding my tears...i totally have no mood to do anything...all i wish to do now is sit and stare at the sky and cry non-stop...i donno wat to choice...one is regret another is trouble...i noe trouble might be the better choice ca it wont stay wif me the whole life...as it can be solve by time and sincerity...but regret no matter how and wat u do it will be there forever...nth can be do and change...i donno how to start the ball rolling...im scare...im willing to do anything for it...i cant bare to see it gone wif my own eye...i rather die...i noe i cant hang on like this for long...im going crazy soon...im going to be depress soon...i don wanna be depress...i noe i will do crazy stuff tat no one can imagine...i might even one day call myself...i really hope i can find a way out...i don wanna life wif a live like this forever...i really wish i can tell someone...someone tat been through wat im in now...maybe by toking to her i will feel better and noe wat to do...but who can i find??...
all i can do now is only wait for miracle...and courage to face it wif out think of anything...sometimes i have the courage...but awhile i gone...sometimes i wonder how the others have the courage to face it and protect or even settle it in peace...now i can only tok to it tell it how i feel...and hope tat it will gif me courage to face it...i don not wan to bring harm to it...but love and happiness...i can also only pray to god to gif me the courage and hope things can settle peacefully wifout any fight but words...but all i can do now is only sit and wait...waiting sux...moodless sux even more...haix...
laO bi went to malaysia for shopping...wanted to follow go de...but cant ca of work...='( but laO bi go till afternoon only...if not i sure veri lonely...i ask laO bi to buy sweet sweet for me...keke...and he bought one big bag of gummy for me...big till we went to eat at wang after my work the lady tat help me and lao bi shock...and ask me this "this sweet all yous? " den i say "yar" while smiling den she say "u can eat all finish" i reply the same this den i forget wat she say but it mean it takes forever to eat finish this bag of sweet...LOL...and laO bi also buy me a domo pouch...keke...>__<...
May O4
tOday is graduation day...reach sch at 9am...my mind was like shit late liao...wait i cant attend graduation...faster go up auditorium...faster call Christina ask her where she...shw saw me first...see dao me jiu hug me...hahax...den i go register jiu walk go inside...saw Joan, Shi Hui, and Eveon(not sure if i spell correctly) and the funniest part is...Christina mum standing beside her i donno...i tot who...LOL...after she tok to her i den shock dao...den i ask her ur mum ar...den she laugh and say yar den who...den i faster call her...LOL...after tat jiu go in leh...watch video...all other course de...also no beauty..stupid...after tat sing sch song...den awhile jiu go up stage take certification my class is the first to take...LOL...scared scared...den i keep asking Christina if i walk till half way i fall how...LOL...ca i wear heals...after tat jiu go eat...oh the donno is cream of ice cream puff nice...tell Christina she don believe wait tilll she eat den go take one fill plate...LOL...eat le jiu go take real certificate, photo and cd...take finish go toilet jiu go find laO bi...den Christina after tat den come find me...ca laO bi lunch time going to up leh...so i go over first...pei laO bi buy food and buy my chicken wrap...i tell laO bi this...don break wif me till i go ur graduation ca i wanna eat the food...den i laugh and say wah den i can eat 3 times...ca nitce, laObi and higher nitce...but laO bi like don care wat i say...stupid...after tat lao bi go back class i jiu bring Christina to the cookie shop...i buy drink jiu go cafe 1 outside sit while she buy food eat...eat finish jiu go home leh...change jiu go find laO bi...and the next day i go sch my teacher say section head wan a letter why we nv go class ytd...LOL...
May O8
meet laO bi at hougang mall de bus stop...after his cca thingy...was complaining hot and thirsty...really cant stand the weather...i think soon im going to faint for the 3th time...sometimes i cant stand under the hot sun for long...few mins and here i say hello to blackout...maybe there is something in my brain...okie back to my post...after tat bus to chai chee...KTV till 7pm jiu bus to compass...eat jiu go make cake...reach home 10plus...gif my mama de cake...den she open it herself...see dao the cake jiu keep say veri cute...den take pic...LOL..and ask me how much...so i told her the price...after tat jiu eat the cake...eat le jiu blog...tml laO pi working...i jiu guai guai stay at home...nite i wan go papa malam...laO bi say veri big...keke...
About me!name: Shalyn
birthday: 2O.1O.92
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Name: Valentino Chia Jun Yong❤
KKH Hospital
Birthday: 4 nOv 2O1O
EDD: 15 nOv 2o1o
been in my tummy for 38 weeks & 3 days
Natural Birth Without Epidural
2.840Kg, height 49cm, head circumference 32cm at birth
4.680Kg at 1 month & 14 days
5.480Kg at 2 month & 6 days
6.350Kg, height 64cm, head cricumference 41.2cm at 3month & 3 days
6.826Kg at 4 month & 6 days
How i found out i was pregnant♥
Baby Valentino birth story♥
Baby Valentino Growing up "diary"♥
for Valentino
[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] Healthy & strong boy
[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] Many toys & clothings
[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] lOved by everyone
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❤ 2nd Wedding photo wif outdoor scenary
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❤ tO be a good mummy & wife
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❤ everlasting marriage
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