Monday, June 29, 2009 ♥
am tired of making empty promise...am tired of smiling outside, but crying inside...
am tired of laughing out loud when actually i wish to cry out loud...
am tired of hiding...
am tired of saying lie...
am tired of thinking...
am tired of crying...
am tired of EVERYTHING...
am sick of thinking everyday...am sick of thinking of those useless things...
am sick of thinking and make myself even more stress up...
am sick of emo-ing...
am sick of my emO life...
why do i have to be so confuse now...
am jus like a locked up bird...injured and got to be locked up...
in a place where is so cold and dark...
when i cry no one noes...
when i hurt myself no one noes...
no matter how hard i tried to run...
i will still be catch back...
i wish everyday is rain heavily...so tat no matter how hard i cry...
no one noes...
i wish am blind...i guess if am blind i will be happier...
ca i don get to see wat i don wish to see...
i don get to see hurt...
am screaming deep down inside me...screaming for help...
but is there anyone out there to save me...
can i ever get out of here...
is there anyone willing to fix my broken heart...it's really killing me...
i can't stand the pain anymore...
am dying soon...
am giving up soon...
am really tired...
why can't i ans u like how i ans myself last time...
why can't i jus say a yes...
why is the ans now is a donno...
why...
why is my life slowly becoming donno...
where is yes and no...
will they come back to me one day...
or will they nv be back to me again...
i really hate thinking and thinking...
i really hate not believing in anything...
can i really stop thinking one day...
can i really be happy one day...
i really hate hurting ppl...
but why am i hurting ppl wif out me noeing...
i really wanna stop hurting ppl...
maybe me living in this world is the biggest mistake god has made...i only noe how to hurt ppl...i only noe how to be selfish...i only noe how to put all the blame on ppl...am really not as good as u think i am...am not a good hearted gal...ppl stead wif me will nv feel happy...one day they will regret being wif me...ca am worse than a beast...
Shalyn♥
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birthday: 2O.1O.92
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Name: Valentino Chia Jun Yong❤
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2.840Kg, height 49cm, head circumference 32cm at birth
4.680Kg at 1 month & 14 days
5.480Kg at 2 month & 6 days
6.350Kg, height 64cm, head cricumference 41.2cm at 3month & 3 days
6.826Kg at 4 month & 6 days
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About me!name: Shalyn
birthday: 2O.1O.92
age: 18
Attached to Landy ❤ O5.O7.O9 | 11.5Opm
Married tO Landy Chia on ❤ o8.o8.1o
ROM wif Landy Chia on ❤ 28.o9.1o
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Name: Valentino Chia Jun Yong❤
KKH Hospital
Birthday: 4 nOv 2O1O
EDD: 15 nOv 2o1o
been in my tummy for 38 weeks & 3 days
Natural Birth Without Epidural
2.840Kg, height 49cm, head circumference 32cm at birth
4.680Kg at 1 month & 14 days
5.480Kg at 2 month & 6 days
6.350Kg, height 64cm, head cricumference 41.2cm at 3month & 3 days
6.826Kg at 4 month & 6 days
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[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] lOved by everyone
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❤ 2nd Wedding photo wif outdoor scenary
❤ family photo
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❤ blissful family
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