Monday, February 23, 2009 ♥
woke up this morning wif my big fat fucking eyes..i have a hard time wearing my contact but it went in in the end...
i really wanna be stress-free...i got to stress about my frens...my homework....my life...my family...i really wanna a shoulder to lay on...a ear tat i can jus say out wat ever i want to...am really tired of hidding everything to myself...i really wish i don have hide anymore...why when i ned someone there is always no one there for me...but why must i be there for ppl when they are in need of me...i fucking hate myself...why do i have a soft heart...i fucking hate it...why cant i become a heartless person..why cant god jus let me be a heartless person...why...why mus god let me be a soft hearted person tat get push around...bully around...am sick of wear a fake mask over my fucking sad face...why do i always think of others before myself..why??can i jus stap myself and die???can i cut my hand like wat i did last time...why do i have a life...why...i really wish i don have to wake up tml...is it tat hard for me jus to fucking smile??? i really donno...wat is happy...i don really noe...why i can only be happy for a short time...i jus wan care and love...but why am i giving it to myself...am tired of everything...i jus wish i can jus fucking hind at one place and jus fucking cry out loud...but can i no i cant..!! why there is alway a no in everything i wan...am sick of no's...when i den can get my yes...and now i really don understand why i jus cant fucking eat...why is there so many problem for me...am fucking sick of it...jus pls get lost...i don wan anymore darkness...pls...i really wanna keep tat light i see longer...can anyone understand how i feel...i don think so...i really don wanna lose my smile...
is it truth tat truth love will nv have a happy ending beca it nv ends...
Shalyn♥
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name: Shalyn
birthday: 2O.1O.92
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Name: Valentino Chia Jun Yong❤
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Natural Birth Without Epidural
2.840Kg, height 49cm, head circumference 32cm at birth
4.680Kg at 1 month & 14 days
5.480Kg at 2 month & 6 days
6.350Kg, height 64cm, head cricumference 41.2cm at 3month & 3 days
6.826Kg at 4 month & 6 days
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About me!name: Shalyn
birthday: 2O.1O.92
age: 18
Attached to Landy ❤ O5.O7.O9 | 11.5Opm
Married tO Landy Chia on ❤ o8.o8.1o
ROM wif Landy Chia on ❤ 28.o9.1o
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
Treat me for who i am...if not pls BACK OFF!!!! ROAR!!!!
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Name: Valentino Chia Jun Yong❤
KKH Hospital
Birthday: 4 nOv 2O1O
EDD: 15 nOv 2o1o
been in my tummy for 38 weeks & 3 days
Natural Birth Without Epidural
2.840Kg, height 49cm, head circumference 32cm at birth
4.680Kg at 1 month & 14 days
5.480Kg at 2 month & 6 days
6.350Kg, height 64cm, head cricumference 41.2cm at 3month & 3 days
6.826Kg at 4 month & 6 days
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Baby Valentino birth story♥
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[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] Healthy & strong boy
[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] Many toys & clothings
[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] lOved by everyone
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❤ 2nd Wedding photo wif outdoor scenary
❤ family photo
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❤ tO be a good mummy & wife
❤ blissful family
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❤ everlasting marriage
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